My first Kit..

I am very sorry to annouce that until further notice this scrapkit is unavailable..seems there is something wrong with my 4 shared account. I am working on fixing it..and really hope that I can. I now longer have my kit on this computer as I changed computer and accidental delete it. I thought it would be safe in 4 shared but somehow my rar file changed and was only a document that I couldn't open. I fixed the problem with my fall kit..above..if anyone had a problem it should work now..ss about this..and hoping to fix it soon. Thanks Anne

I have asked around..as of Dec 1 ..I no longer can provide this kit..don't have it anywhere any longer..if you have it and would love to help me..you can email me at twinkle1959@gmail.com I would love to have a copy back up..since it was my very first kit I ever made..it is sort of sentimental. Thanks for understanding..and hope I can continue to bring some fun and new kits to lots of people! Hugs Anne

Because my friend Ellen was so wonderful and kept a copy..I know have my first kit back again ..you can find this here:

Fighting the system

Why is it when you need something the most you always end up with the short end of the stick.

This week has been a horrible week for me..I wasn't feeling good at the beginning of the week and as it progressed I ended up in the E.R of my local hospital diagnosed with having mini strokes..my whole left side was going numb. I have no insurance and where I live I don't qualify to have state coverage..even though I am married with 3 children and my husband works for minium wage. Finding a doctor is the hardest part of all. There are clinics that are based on income..but the paper work takes forever to get filed and approved. I am in the process of doing that now. However..I am very concerned about what happens in the mean time...if I get sicker I have no recourse but to go back to the hospital and be admitted this time..and that is not something I am looking forward to doing. I have so many unpaid doctor and hospital bills now I will never be able to pay them all. I was looking forward to trying to clear up our credit to buy the house we now live in..that I feel is only a pipe dream..it will never ever happen now. I feel so totally lost and I just want to give up..go to bed and not get up again. I know I can't ..I have children..teens but somehow I know they still need that gentle push or swift kick to motivate them in life..so I have to stick around.
I am trying hard not to get to down about this..but the future is not that bright..I guess I can put away my shades.

The end of the Day

Well I seem to have made it to the end of the day again..I haven't packed much today but I did go to work. I had a friend come by earlier this evening so that took a chunk of my time. Why is it that when you have the most to accomplish you feel like you don't want to do anything? Right now I just want this move to be over and done with. I don't have much heart to pack right now..I know I should be doing stuff but I just seemed to get sidetracked every time I start to get somewhere. I am hoping tommarrow will be a better day.

I did find a few groups on MSN to join but I haven't had the desire to check them out much yet. Besides everytime I get time to sit at the computer my kids act the worse..it is thier way of getting me off so they can get back online..lol..and they think thier mom is stupid! I have been on to them..lol. But I am waitting and I will have my time..on my terms..lol. Mom always wins.

Well I am going to say good night to all..I am going upstairs to organize some laundry and pack a few more things..(or aleast I hope that is what is going to happen..he he he ) I know I know..don't yawn to loudly nothing exciting here!

The Beginning

From the first time I touched the keys of our new computer in 1998, I knew I was hooked. I have followed the internet thru free email that goes pay, to pouring out my heart and soul learning psp (paint shop pro) and joining groups only to have them close or be none active. I have surfed the net and played online games, read others blogs, sent and recieved email jokes and poems and pictures..not to mention person emails and omg all that spam! But thru it all I am still a die hard internet computer fool. I love to have access to all that valuable information, like how much do I water my house plants..to what to cook for dinner..to how to I best house train a puppy. But I truely think the very best part of the internet is the friends I have made..I am not talking my friends that I speak to hit and miss on messenger or see when playing in pogo..no I am talking my very best internet friends who I grown to love and care about just like my own family. I may only be able to cyber hug them..but my heart still feels it. We are all common folks..(lol) and I think that is the best part. Here is to you all..george, mel, fern, lori, betty, shan (whom I am getting to know) rick, jeanette, and last but not least racheal. I love you guys! This Blog entry is for you, to let ya all know..even when I am not around much and lose my internet..I still think about you all and thank you all for being my friends!